i was just thinkin about how im constantly trying to reward myself for good behavior. like if ive suffered ill ok a purchase id been putting off or some weed. but then sometimes that doesnt even work cause ill be like noooo i dont want to do this thing, but i do want to buy that thing, and ill just get it. then i thought it would be so much easier with children cause i can just lock them in the closet or something. though my mother did that to me once because i wouldnt say i was sorry, so i went to sleep. she eventually let me out so i could eat. if my children turn out like me, im screwed. id have to convince em all the time that its the right thing to do, it would be a lot of bastard ass work. though knowing me theyll either be respectful or fearful, so it might turn out alright.

It filters thru

actually left the house today but i have all the exact same shit to do tomorrow, and then some. but i picked up some food stuffs, so thats good. not gonna smoke again i think. talk about well behaved! im so good ;o) though i may wanna reconsider cause ive gotta sleep tonight if im gonna get shit taken care of. today i passed out just before the sun came up so i slept until noon :o\

no really, do i wanna smoke? well, i do if it were free, but its not so i dont :oP i really need to sleep though. im not sure if popping extra melatonin will work. thats the great thing about weed. if i wake up and cant sleep, just smoke a bowl and its guaranteed to help. pills you have to wait, and they dont even work that well. cept for prescription stuff. thatll knock your ass out. i should marry a doctor! no life insurance on me though, thanks.

Shit. I have the hick ups again. Like 3rd time today!

A local favorite of mine..Klay is very talented

I love singing this on guitar hero

Leave a secret if you wish...
(accepting anonymous secrets)

Sweet dreams.

Anybody watching WW2 In HD on The History Channel?

Why do all the good ones die?

Last night in CA... BBQ @ the rental house in Anaheim... & take home leftovers!!!!

We fly back to Fairbanks in the morning and we have enough food for another week!

Love me some Placebo..one of my favorites

This song is sweet

ISSA, LESLIE ALEXANDER @ Jammin' Java
Date: Thursday December 10, 2009
Time: 8:00 pm
http://www.myspace.com/issalight
http://www.myspace.com/lesliealexander
http://jamminjava.com/home/events/issa-formerly-jane-siberry


ASYLUM STREET SPANKERS @ Jammin' Java
Date: Thursday January 7, 2010
Time: 8:00 pm
http://www.asylumstreetspankers.com/
http://www.myspace.com/asylumstreetspankers
http://jamminjava.com/home/events/an-evening-with-asylum-street-spankers


ENTER THE HAGGIS @ Jammin' Java
Date: Friday January 22, 2010
Time: 8:00 pm
http://www.enterthehaggis.com/
http://www.garageband.com/artist/enterthehaggis
http://jamminjava.com/home/events/enter-the-haggis2


THE GUGGENHEIM GROTTO @ Jammin' Java
Date: Thursday March 4, 2010
Time: 8:00 pm
http://www.guggenheimgrotto.com/
http://www.myspace.com/guggenheimgrotto
http://jamminjava.com/home/events/the-guggenheim-grotto2

it's pretty much a requirement to get your picture taken with the bull down on wall street, i guess the trick is to try and do something different with something common. i think i did that.